There is so much love and so much happiness in my life. I sometimes forget to look around and count my blessings. We are on the search for a house and trying to get through my last semester of school. It's so hard to be motivated at this point. Whenever I try to study, I find myself searching for homes or searching for jobs. Both seem so far away and so terrifying yet way too close to be real. It seems like everyone around me has their life figured out while mine is so up in the air. We don't know where I'm going to work, where we are going to live, or if I'm even going to make it past the NCLEX. There are a lot of big life moves in the next couple months that I don't feel ready for. I'm jumping in head first but don't know how to swim. Can someone throw me a life jacket?
